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Ms. Caner brings us another fish tale… it was
thissssss big. What Lies
Beneath By Resha Caner The sea commanded silence. Every time an
oar creaked in its lock, or the keel scraped past some ice, Saul winced. He
didn't believe the myths about the demon, Matig, who guarded the gate to
the underworld palace of fallen angels; they weren't even his myths. The Graseq
may look human, but they weren’t human. Still, it was they who worked the oars,
and their reaction to any perceived monsters of the deep would have direct
consequences on Saul’s life. One of the Graseq stood in the bow with a pike,
looking like the Colossus guarding Rhodes, with a squarish face and red hair
greased to stand out in spikes. He tried to move the small fragments of the ice
floe from their path, and poled the boat away from the larger bergs. Progress
came grudgingly as the skiff sidled back and forth, looking for a passage to
carry them forward. Leaning heavily on his pike, the Graseq
muttered a curse. The bow turned away from one berg, aiming toward the next
razor edge of frozen sea waiting to consume them. The sailor dropped his
shoulders with an exhausted huff, then stepped from port to starboard and
seated the pike for his next thrust. "Your turn soon, Astar," the
Graseq grunted as he leaned his weight against the ice. "Three bells isn’t here yet,"
Astar answered. He lay under a tarp just behind the feet of the first. The tarp
was pulled up so only the top of his bright orange hair shown from beneath, and
his voice sounded like the distant muffle of a dream. Saul sat atop the cargo, exposed to the
frigid breezes rolling off the ice floe as they whispered lies in his ears. As
the only human in the venture, his job was to explain how to repair the
disabled oilrig banished to these chill waters. Silent glances questioned why
he would betray human technology to them. He looked at the red-haired giants pulling
the oars. In traditional fashion, their clothing fit tightly, and muscles
rolled beneath the cloth as they strained forward and backward. Saul may have
been small, but the Graseq stood above even the largest human. Red cloud swirled overhead, giving shabby
light to the crests of the waves. The same stifling blanket covered the whole
Graseq planet. "The ice is thicker now," the
first Graseq spoke again. "I need a break." Astar threw back the tarp with an angry
growl. He rose to take the pike, snarling as he did so. "I was dreaming of
Sara." "Get your ugly face out of my
way." "Sit down, Jaran," the captain
commanded. The others never spoke directly to him, but amongst their whispers,
Saul heard him called “The Seredai”. Jaran dropped down onto the deck of the
skiff, giving Astar a gleaming face of satisfaction as he pulled the tarp over
his body to warm himself. "Ah, Sara." Astar licked his lips
as he jabbed the pike into the ice. Saul breathed through his nose. He wasn't
sure what made him more uncomfortable, the possibility of a fight or Jaran's
incessant discussions about women. The Graseq reveled in the entertainment
provided in the city of Abadi
by human women. "She was the best of the lot,"
Astar continued to dream. "Then why did she pick you?"
Jaran's muffled voice drifted through the tarp. "The human women always go for the
brightest hair." He let go of the pike, watching it float by as he ran his
hands through his long locks. The Seredai grabbed the pike from the ice and
flung it back toward Astar. Saul released a deep breath, and looked
back across the expanses. Abadi had long ago melted into the seam between water
and cloud. He felt no special attachment to the place, as his arrival two days
ago was the first time he had ever seen it. Still, the lonely, wind-battered
hovel seemed symbolic of his plight. Hungry eyes from desperate human women
haunted his every step. They had come to the north shore in the first rush of
excitement, when discovering the Graseq was new and invigorating. Now, with the
disappointment of reality setting in, they seized any pale illusion promising
escape. Saul made no judgments, and ignored their
advances. His heart belonged to an amazing Graseq named Claudine ... “What’s her name?” Saul nodded toward the
tall redhead across the room. “She’s Graseq,” his friend answered. “She’s cute.” “She’s Graseq.” “I’m going to ask her to dance.” His friend placed a restraining hand on his
shoulder, but Saul brushed it off, taking the required drink of encouragement.
As he began to cross the bar, weaving in and out between the customers, the
girl’s eyes met his. At first they were blank, then slightly confused, then
horrified. By the time he stood before her, he felt stupid. He had to look up
to meet her eyes, and the surrounding friends gave him sneers and disapproving
looks. “Would you like to dance?” After saying it,
he decided the words were a mistake. He made a half turn to leave. “Give me a reason,” she said. “Because I don’t use clichés.” “I hope that means you don’t believe in
stereotypes.” A tiny smile invaded the corners of her mouth, and Saul thought
he could detect a sparkle fighting off the dread in her eyes. “Prove them wrong,” he said. "I see it!" Saul awoke from troubled sleep. He tried to
wipe the fog from his eyes, and then realized it hung all about him. The
Seredai stood in the bow, silhouetted against a pink, misty curtain by a
lantern held above his head. The pike stood ready in his other hand. "Reminds me of my grandpa." Jaran
emerged from beneath the tarp. "When I was a boy, he told me stories of
how the clouds used to be thicker, closer to the ground. He said the demons are
leaving us and taking the skies with them." "Myths," Astar grunted. "The
clouds are the same as they've always been. Next you'll be seeing Matig himself
rising out of the water." "I see it!" The Seredai repeated.
As if his words could summon an image, a dark, vertical stripe emerged from the
mist to ripple on the edges of Saul’s vision. "A bit more starboard,
boys." "Matig is real," Jaran said.
"I don't need to see the creature to believe, and I have no reason for him
to prove himself." Astar shot Jaran a withering look. He
unlocked an oar and flung it toward Jaran. Jaran raised a defensive arm, but the oar
struck him in the head. "Batten it down proper," Astar
laughed. "I want all the equipment unloaded
before anyone eats or sleeps," The Seredai ordered. Saul knew he was considered part of the
equipment. He slid off the cargo onto the deck, balancing his way toward the
ladder bobbing near the bow. * * * “Where are the samples?” Saul asked. His
hands were out, and he looked about the infirmary as if he expected the Graseq
technician to place them in his grasp. He had time before the equipment would
be unloaded. While he waited, he could attend to his real business—the reason
he was allowed to leak drilling technology to the Graseq. “Matig ate them.” “Huh?” The technician pointed to a table where a
plastic tub over half a meter long lay full of water. Saul stepped to the side
and peered into the murky soup, but he saw no demon. The flip of a tail stirred
mud from the bottom, throwing a thick cloud toward the surface. “Is this a joke?” Saul turned to look at
the technician. “It attacked the diver and ate the
samples,” the technician explained. “It ate five aluminum flasks?” “Yes, sir.” Saul was still not sure if he was being
played, but he decided to call the bluff. “Cut it open.” The pale green eyes of the Graseq grew
large, and he took a step back. “Cut it open,” Saul repeated, nodding
toward the fish in the tub. The technician thrust out his jaw, then
turned and walked to a cabinet of cold, stainless steel. He removed a scalpel and
syringe, came back to Saul, and held them out. “You do it.” Saul considered his options. If he pushed
the technician too hard, the Graseq would start asking why he needed these
samples to fix drilling equipment, and he would not have a convincing answer.
After all, he wasn’t looking for oil. He was looking for Litrium. Whoever found
the next lode would be rich beyond the ability of a temporal mind to calculate. “You may leave,” Saul said. He took the
instruments from the technician and turned toward the fish. Standing over the
tub, he held them out like swords brandished against an enemy, and waited for
the soft footfalls of the technician to disappear through the door. In the dark water he spied a shadowy shape.
Looking at the syringe in his right hand, he gripped it firmly, and then took
aim at the outline below. With a quick strike, he plunged the needle in. The
fish jumped from the tub, landing on the floor. Its tailed whipped, propelling
it toward the door. Saul watched in amazement as water dripped from his face
and shirt. Gathering himself, he took off after the creature. The fish, with
the syringe waving from its back like a flag, began to slow. Saul gave the
knife a flourish, and swept down to open the fish’s belly. Eggs spilled onto the floor, spewing stench
and filth. Saul wretched. “Why?” a thin voice whispered. Saul covered his mouth and nose, and spun
on one heel to survey the perimeter of the room: books, records, swabs and
bandages, a closed door. He was alone. He looked back at the fish. Could it be? He
didn’t ponder the question long, for he spotted the shine of aluminum swimming
in the bile. * * * “I want the scrawny human here. Now!” the
oilrig foreman growled at The Seredai. “I delivered my cargo,” The Seredai
responded. The foreman stared at the inoperative
equipment lying on the deck. “Telam’s blood!” He spit over the railing into the
water. Turning to one of his men, he barked, “Go get the infidel.” “I’m right here.” Saul, covered in blood
and filth, rounded the buildings clinging to the deck. He held a shiny tube in
one hand and part of the fish in the other. “I need a diver.” The foreman cracked a smile. “The equipment
is right here on the deck.” “Forget the equipment,” Saul waved off the
dead, hulking machines. “I need a diver.” “I need a drill.” The foreman’s smile
disappeared. Saul pointed upward with his gaze locked on
the foreman. “We did secret studies of your clouds. We were trying to figure
out why they transmit light to the surface. They found traces of Litrium.” The foreman looked to The Seredai with a
blank face. Saul huffed in exasperation, throwing out
his hands. “Don’t you get it? All the pieces fit! Your oilrig is standing over
a huge crater on the ocean floor. The cloud layer is getting thinner. The dust
is settling from an impact thousands of years ago.” The sailors and riggers began muttering,
but Saul strode forward, thrusting out the fish to silence them. “Barmoor take
your myths! The Litrium is not native. It came from somewhere else. The impact
generated the clouds and threw debris into space. But from where? The last
samples were taken too deep. I need samples from the crust.” “What samples?” the foreman tilted his head
with a threatening growl. Saul had gone too far to stop now. He had
to tell them everything. “Don’t be a fool!” he cried. “Oil is
nothing! You can buy a hundred rigs with the money you’ll make off Litrium. But
I have to know where it came from! I need a diver to take another sample from
the crust.” The foreman snarled, and stepped back to
spit his salty disgust over the railing. “Can’t do it. My diver was injured.” “Astar is the best diver on the north
shore,” Jaran giggled as he poked his fellow sailor. “Mother of Barmoor,” Astar cursed. “I’m not
goin’ in that water.” “We’re heading back to Abadi,” The Seredai
affirmed. Saul marched up to Astar until his chin
touched the chest of the massive Graseq. He lifted the head of the dead fish
toward Astar’s face. “Are you afraid of this?! Think of it! You could buy Sara
and every indentured servant on the north shore.” Astar’s mouth folded and unfolded, evolving
from a scowl to a smile. After chewing his lip for a few seconds, he looked to
the foreman. “Where’s your diving gear?” The foreman gave his position long thought
before a twitch of his head conceded permission. Jaran helped Astar into the
wetsuit, snugged down the mask, and mounted the oxygen tanks. Saul explained
how to take the samples, and after one last look, the diver was put into a
gurney and lowered into the water. "Do you love me?" Tears poured
from beautiful emerald eyes. "Of course I do, Claudine," Saul
said, looking for his vanished heart. "You're my wife." He reached
out to push back a strawberry tress clinging to her thin face. An ugly paisley
shift hid her pregnancy, making her more beautiful than Saul could ever have
imagined. "So," sobs punctuated angry
words, "you just never considered what a child would mean?" "No, I didn’t," his soft voice
fell to the floor. "Things ..." He tried to look at her again, but
couldn't bear the pain. "Things have changed, Claudine. Ever since the
mines since the depression began, humans and Graseq are not getting on
well." "It's our baby," her voice
trembled. She reached out a hand, and he felt fingers doused in tears touch his
arm. "I won't kill her." "It's not killing!" Saul
exploded, spinning away. "We just ..." He rubbed his mouth, modifying
the words. "We need to give it some time. We have to let the trouble
settle." "We need to change people's
minds," Claudine's voice turned brittle. "It won't be us." Saul started
pacing. "We're asking a baby to take on something horrible. What right do
we have ..." He couldn't finish. "Yes," Claudine nodded.
"What right do we have?" “There!” one of the riggers shouted. Saul pulled his thoughts back to the deck
and the ice-cold sea. Leaning over the railing, he searched the churning waves
below, and saw nothing but a fish. It was difficult to track it under the
bloody streaks of dark sky. The wind whipped his hair, and the smell of salt was
strong. He looked up at the churning clouds, not knowing how to read them. “Storm’s coming,” The foreman answered his
question. Then he directed himself to the fish in the water. “Kill it!” The rigger released a harpoon, and with
amazing accuracy the tip impaled the creature. Leave us. Saul started, and looked about at the
sailors and riggers. “Who said that?” “Said what?” Jaran asked. “Very funny.” Saul looked back into the
water. Dark, oily blood spread from the fish’s body, and two more bodies poked
through the slick. “More fish!” He pointed into the water. The foreman brought out a rifle, and put
several shots into the water. “What about Astar, you idiot,” The Seredai
reprimanded. “That’s who I’m tryin’ to save,” the
foreman retorted. The way is blocked, and no one may
enter. Leave us. Saul felt his back and shoulders tighten,
but he refused to fall for the joke again. “Look!” someone gestured frantically. Saul looked to the sea again. The water
began to seethe, and scores upon scores of fish kneaded white foam into velvet
waves. Why do you kill us? Leave. You will not
find the way. Stringy voices wound their way up the columns of the rig to
wrap about the deck. He comes. Astar’s body popped from the surface of the
sea like a cork released from a bottle. His arms flopped loosely at his sides,
as his body rolled and pitched amongst a swarm of fish. “Haul him in!” The Seredai ordered. * * * “Well?” the foreman asked. “How is Astar?” Saul looked up from the
microscope. Spots danced before his eyes, and he tried to wipe away the sleep. “He’s dead,” the foreman answered. “What
did you find?” Saul paused for a moment to consider the
mercenary tone, and then carefully formed his answer. “The Litrium is heavily
mixed with silica.” “Which means what?” “The crust in this area is limestone. Only
one place in the solar system is primarily silica.” The infirmary door opened, and Jaran
scrambled in, fighting wind and rain. Saul shifted his eyes to focus on the
frantic Graseq sailor. “The storm is getting worse.” “I’ve ridden out many a storm,” the foreman
brushed off his comment. “Where does this stuff come from?” “It wasn’t a meteor. I think it came from
Nemesis.” “Nemesis!” the foreman exploded. “Telam’s
blood! Nemesis! There isn’t a rocket can reach Nemesis. How are we going to get
there!” “We?” Saul felt his hands tighten around
the microscope. He didn’t like the look in the foreman’s eyes. “Sir,” Jaran broke in. “The Seredai is
asking for you. There must be a million fish surrounding us now, and … I’ve
never seen a storm like this.” “Calz!” the foreman cursed. “Forget the
storm, you idiot!” The Graseq used his height to bear down on Saul, leaning in
and grabbing his shoulders. “How much Litrium is underneath us?” Saul shrugged. “A few million tons.” The foreman’s face turned white, and he
stopped breathing. Releasing Saul, he stepped back to grasp the edges of the
counter. A shadow passed over his face. Without a word, he turned and left the
infirmary. A click sounded faintly against the roaring
wind outside. Jaran stepped to the door and tested the handle. “It’s locked.” Claudine’s sad face watched Saul packing
for his trip. “When will you be back?” “It should only take a few weeks,” he said. She handed him a locket, and he knew it was
a memento—a lock of her hair according to Graseq tradition. He took it, but
kept his eyes focused on how many pairs of underwear were in his suitcase.
“Your mother?” he asked. Claudine shook her head as moisture
collected in the corners of her eyes. “No, not yet. She still won’t take my
calls. Your sister said I could stay with her until you come back.” Saul nodded. Priscilla was the only family
member who would acknowledge them. He looked at Claudine’s large round belly
under the shift. How he loved and hated that ugly paisley. He reached out a
hand to touch where the baby lay. “When they see her, they’ll love her.” Words broke in Claudine’s throat, and she
lunged forward, throwing her arms about his neck. Long curls of hair wrapped
him with her essence. He returned the embrace. “Claudine, this trip will change
everything for us. I promise. I love you. I love the baby. After this trip
everyone will see it our way.” “What is he up to?” Saul asked The Seredai. The remaining sailors, who had recently
been forced into confinement with him, stopped milling about the room to hear
the captain’s reply. “I think it’s obvious. He can’t possibly
get to Nemesis, yet he’s sitting on a million tons of Litrium. If no one knows
about Nemesis, he has the only viable source.” The answer gave the sailors reason to
redouble their efforts in searching the infirmary for a means of escape. The
shadow of the guard paced across the small square of glass in the door. “Why doesn’t he cut us in?” Saul asked. Jaran snorted to indicate the stupidity of
the question, then pulled open a drawer and began to rifle through the
contents. Saul answered his own question. The sailors
had brought an infidel human with them, so the foreman didn’t trust them. He
looked toward his suitcase where the locket still lay, and began to wonder if
he should compose his last letter to Claudine. It didn’t matter. If it came to
murder, they would search his belongings and remove any incriminating evidence. “You’re the engineer.” The Seredai stabbed
a finger at him. “Get us out of here.” “Maybe the fish will do that,” he tried to
make a joke. Will you help us? Saul looked to see if The Seredai heard the
voice. Trying to appear casual, he looked over his shoulder toward Jaran.
Neither indicated anything. Do you believe in us? “I don’t think I’ll be much help. I think
I’m going insane,” he said. Jaran slammed the drawer closed. “He’s
talking to you, isn’t he?” “Jaran …” Jaran held out a hand to stop The Seredai.
“We can all sense it,” he stated. “All Graseq have the ability to feel him, but
we don’t want to admit it. We were raised to pretend the demons don’t exist,
but they do.” “You’re an idiot,” one of the other sailors
scoffed. “We can call him if we try!” Jaran slammed
his fist onto the counter. Then he pointed toward Saul. “Matig likes this one.
He’ll help us.” The lobby of the squat, barren hotel
couldn’t have been more than six meters long by two meters wide. The ancient
Graseq behind the counter had to step back and squint after he scrawled each
word on the bill, and Saul felt his patience slipping away. The sailors waited
for him on the Abadi dock to depart for the rig. He didn’t want to irritate
them. “Hurry up.” One of the human women who infested the
area made the lobby feel even smaller. Her hair was ragged, and she used too
much rouge. She paced back and forth behind him, as if waiting to pounce as
soon as he finished. The attention he gathered, being the only human male
within a hundred kilometers, made him uncomfortable. “Done,” the clerk said. Saul grabbed the bill and spun about to
find the woman leaning in toward him. She smiled, rolling her shoulders back
and forth. “Come see me when you get back.” Think of our baby. Saul started, and looked about. How silly.
Claudine couldn’t possibly be here. His guilt played tricks with him. She used
to tease that someday she would teach him to use mind kinetics like a proper
Graseq, and he always replied that she needed to appreciate baseball first. “Claudine!” “What?” The Seredai asked. “My wife. She’s Graseq. She’s talking to
me.” He squeezed his fists and wrinkled his brow, trying to concentrate. “It’s not your wife,” Jaran insisted. “It’s
Matig.” Saul ignored the Graseq, and continued
straining his mind, searching every corner. “You’re gonna hurt yourself,” The Seredai
laughed. He gave Saul a shove on the shoulder, then wandered off into the
corner to study one of the air vents. Warmth soothed the back of Saul’s neck,
spreading up his scalp and down across his shoulders. The lights began to
flicker, and he stopped with a gasp. Could it be working? All the sailors
except Jaran ignored him. The sensation must have been his own. He tried again. Jaran touched his arm, and an electric
shock surged through him. The window in the door exploded, sending glass missiles
across the room as the gale bathed them in salty mist. The guard abandoned his post, and The
Seredai rushed to reach through the ragged opening. As soon as the latch
released, wind threw the door inward, slamming it against the wall with such
force that the hinges twisted. The wind began to moan, and Saul looked out
the open door, across the deck toward the sea. A shadow rode the waves. It
paused, as if looking back at him. All the sailors except for Jaran panicked,
and fled the infirmary. Where would they go? We must protect this place. “I know.” We cannot protect you. “Then make sure she gets this.” He held out
the locket toward the dark, hungry sea. Claudine lay on the couch, smiling as she
watched Saul’s sister, Priscilla, play with the baby. News of Saul’s death had
sent her into premature labor, and the birth had been hard. She praised God the
baby came out healthy. Priscilla was the one who found her, clutching the
locket and mumbling, “I can’t read it.” Because of her hysteria, the doctors let
her hold onto it while they worked. It was all she had of him. The rescuers
recovered Saul’s suitcase with the locket stuffed into one of the pockets, but
little else survived the storm. Even the lock of hair was gone. In it’s place
she found a grainy substance wrapped in paper with some cryptic letters, as if
Saul had known the end was coming and scratched out a hasty note. Priscilla lifted the tiny girl with gentle
hands, and tiptoed across the floor, making a swooshing noise as she bent to
bring her face close to the baby. The little girl responded with an endearing
giggle. “You’ll fly and you’ll sail,” Priscilla
said. “Up, up, up! Up to the stars you go! Your daddy always wanted to be a
space pilot when he was little, but he became an engineer instead. Well. Maybe
you’ll finish Daddy’s dream” She leaned in and blew on the baby’s cheek,
extracting another giggle. “Yes, we’ll show them. Up, up, up! Up to the stars
you go!” Claudine watched her little girl, and then
squeezed the locket as if she could feel Saul’s presence.