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M. O'Brien answers that age old question, "What price beauty?"
A Cure for the Uglies
by
Aurelio O’Brien
If you were me, you’d do the same. You would, no question.
Anyway, I didn’t ask for this. They came to me. They
told me they first used the international driver’s license photo database,
which is stupid anyway, because everyone looks bad in those. But they chose me. They ran all the license photos through some
computer program in order to find the group.
Well, that was only for the first cut.
That’s when I got the letter. How long ago was it?
About two years ago, maybe? Give
or take a month or two. It didn’t say
what it was really for, only that I had the “perfect qualifications” for this
highly specialized medical trial. All
expenses paid, and if I signed on, a six figure salary for as long as I stayed
in the trial. First class tickets to
Phoenix, Arizona. Posh hotel
accommodations. So I showed up at this
“CelePutty, Incorporated” facility, just to check it out.
It was better than my dead-end janitorial job, so I figured
if I could get in, I’d be made. As long
as I didn’t end up with some horrible, disabling disease. It had to be better than scrubbing animal
crap out of cages in the Bronx Zoo.
I should have guessed from the look of the preliminary test
group, but what did I know? They didn’t
tell us what they wanted us for yet.
They just measured everyone from head to toe, took a lot of fluids, and
tissue samples. The oddest thing was
the “mixer.” This party the CelePutty
human resources staff put together; a party populated with the homeliest people
you’ve ever laid eyes on smacked up right next to the most beautiful people
you’ve ever seen. Lots of the pretty
ones were big celebrities too.
I made it through the first, second and third cuts. There were only six of us left at the start
of the first trial. Three men and three
women. They had another really big
party and congratulated us for being, statistically speaking, “the ugliest
people on the planet.” I laugh about it
now, but I was so offended that night!
We all were! You don’t want to
hear it said straight in your face. All
of us suspected as much, but they made it crystal clear that night that we were
there because we were ugly. I almost
quit the trial that night. One of the
women did. I didn’t though.
They explained the basics, after we signed another new stack
of confidentiality statements.
CelePutty had a way of altering your genes, with these weird gene
implants. They were designed to be
feature specific and all cloned from the parade of pretty people that
frequented the facility. Somehow their
genes were recombined with ours so that they would splice themselves into our
DNA, and turn themselves on while turning off our own DNA for the same feature.
They started with my nose because I had the biggest honker
of the group. Gave me a perfect
Leyendecker profile. It was only one
injection. Like a flu shot. “A vaccination against the uglies” is what
the nurse said, like it was a joke. The
whole process took a few weeks, and my nose felt numb and tingly for a month or
two beyond that, but it didn’t hurt at all.
The world smelled different after that, though. Not as sweet, or strong. Some stuff smelled bad to me that didn’t
ever bother me before. I remembered
that quote – a rose by any other name would smell as sweet – but I can tell you
for a fact, a rose through any other nose might not.
Food tasted different too.
I remember arguing with myself about it because I had always liked
shellfish, but then I didn’t anymore, you know? Had it always smelled so foul to me and wasn’t remembering
correctly? It was confusing. I didn’t say anything to the doctors though,
because I liked the way the new nose looked.
Jeanne, one of the women in the trial, got herself some
tits. Nice big, firm ones, and real
ones, not that fake sack of goop under her skin stuff. She was so thrilled about it, she showed
them to me; let me touch them. I liked
that. I liked it at the time, I mean,
but it seems less interesting to me now.
You should see Jeanne today. She’s nine inches taller, wavy blonde hair, powder blue eyes,
straight ivory white teeth, skin like butter.
If you’d seen her at the start, good God! She was a bridge troll.
She’s gorgeous now. You’d think
she’d be happy, but even though she smiles a lot, I could tell that something
was bothering her.
That’s when she told me about her headaches. She laughed them off, but I could see in her
eyes that the truth wasn’t so funny. I
didn’t tell her I had them too. But,
mine are not really headaches, not pain.
It’s more confusion, frustration, like arguments in my own head that
never resolve. Each time I got a new
alteration along with it came new conflicts, new confusions; like my past
memories and experiences weren’t linking up anymore. The headache pain was only from the fatigue of my mind trying to
make sense of things that didn’t make any sense anymore.
I got a new jaw line, ears, abs, legs, hair, and dick. Yessir, they gave me a salami. Some porno star made a “major contribution,”
that’s what the nurse said when she gave me that shot. Ha ha.
I guess the docs here thought they should go for the gusto. It’s about ten inches, soft. And it’s rarely soft, which took a bit of
getting used to. I asked Jeanne if she
wanted to touch it, you know – return the favor, so to speak, but she just laughed
and blushed.
It sounds like every man’s dream come true, but it’s taken
some getting used to, believe me, especially when I get hard around guys
sometimes now. I never did that
before. It freaked me out the first
time. I never thought about gay sex at
all, never even crossed my mind, still don’t, but well, I guess my new dick has
different ideas. It’s not such a big
deal. Don’t get me wrong, I still like
women, I mean, I do, I’m just saying - what difference does it make anyway when
you’re good looking? Everybody thinks
you’re hot and wants you. That kind of
stuff is new to me and I like it.
And I am hot. I look
like a movie star. That’s what the
Aestheticians tell me. I’m a
ninety-eight percenter, and by the time I’m done, they think I’ll be their
first one hundred. Pretty good for
starting off in the single digits.
That’s why I don’t say anything to the doctors. Not a word.
I don’t tell them I’m confused sometimes, or that stuff sounds different
or tastes different, or feels different, or that my memories of things, the
actual physical experiences of them, are all a confused muddle. It’s like I’m in a big plastic bag or
bubble, and there are holes in it. Things
only get in through the holes.
Sometimes I feel like I’m about to smother inside myself.
Another really weird thing happened. It scared me. After I got the abs, I found myself exercising one morning. I never exercised in my life before, or at
least I don’t think I had, but I truly don’t know anymore. I feel like a part of me did, and I
certainly do look like I did. So
anyway, I suddenly realized I was on the floor of my bedroom doing crunches,
even though I don’t remember ever deciding to do them. It was odd and disconnected; but it didn’t
hurt anything. I know this sounds like
nonsense, but these genes they put in us, it’s almost like they still have
memories of their own. Or needs of
their own? Which is crazy talk, I know. But the new stuff connects into my nerves
and my brain, right? Maybe when it
does, the new stuff connects a little different than my old stuff did? It requires similar, but different
responses? I don’t know. I haven’t said anything to the doctors about
the confusion. Hell, they might throw
me out of the trial, and there goes the money and the looks and everything that
goes with it.
My new eyes are almost in.
They’re my last implant, then I’m finished, as far as the study is
concerned. Perfect clear blue ones with
20/15. I was able to stop wearing my
coke bottles last Friday. They’re set
wider apart than my old eyes and have larger orbs, so my socket bones ache a
bit. The weirdest part is that, before
this last shot, with my own old eyes, I thought I looked pretty damned great. Now that these eyes are coming in, even
though they are great looking eyes, I don’t feel I look as good anymore. But I know I look better, in my head, you
know? More confusion.
Maybe these handsome eyes aren’t as easily impressed? Also, now when I look in the mirror, I don’t
see my reflection. I see my reflection.
What I mean is, I don’t see the face
I’m expecting, so it feels exactly like I’m looking at someone else through a
window, and I’m simply not there. It’s
eerie, like the reflection I’m seeing is mimicking me, mocking me, like a
puppet I control. At least I think I
control. And I’m seeing out, but out
seems so distant.
Next week Celeputty goes public with this process. The CEO said they have such high demand from
their preorders that within five years a total of one third of the population
of the world will have had at least one Celeputty implant. And all of us in the trial get some nice,
fat, stock options.
Hell, I’ll be a rich hunk!
That’s all that matters anyway, right?